I've been loving this picture of Nino & Shokun for a whole month now ^^
I did it myself initially for my cellphone - still using it as wallpaper as I'm writing this,
But it turned out so well, the color and the composition of the whole thing >.<
I really like it - so it also acts as my laptop wallpaper AND my MSN display pic.
Now you see how crazy i am about this photo. I'm insanely in love w/ these two as well. Kyaa.
So, it's naturally to think of this photo first when making the header for this blog
I made some adjustments; mostly the color coz originally it was bright & colorful
I'm so glad Vox has this theme that goes perfectly well w/ the outcome of my alteration (I think)
I want something simple, reader-friendly but not too bland,,, so Voila!!
What do you think?? Like it, Hate it??
Oh, the text is the tops! I can't believe I thought of this phrase on the spot ^^"Pastel Guys Infatuation" - damn, it feels so right.I love petit, kind, puppy-faced Nino-kun to pieces, MUAH!!Macho brooding stuff just doesn't do it for me - cutie pies are more my thing *-*
Though Yamada Tarou is ending *sob* my infatution for Tarou will never fade . . .
He's such a boy toy!! *no hidden implication*
If there's any more slackness in me, I suspect I have to start looking for a new job.
I am so seriously and absolutely in a blah state of mind & body right now
and that's not good ~
I have this full-on realization today & it's kinda shocking & scaring.
This job is slowly killing me, not so literally - nothing so serious like that but still,Mentally: sometimes, like now, I'm so bored out of my mind & feel so lonely as hell - isolated.Physically: always tried, haven't had enough sleep for ages - that's how I always feel,like I could never have enough sleep bc the job is so tiring.Bottomline: No More Body Clock for me! - I'm like a machine now: will sleep whenever sleepiness strikes.
And I think u can guess that it's not good for my social life either. *big sigh*
And now I know - why they say
"Cabin crews lead faboulous & glamorous lives with classic relationship curse"
I guess that's true - seeing as before this job, I had a bf. but now, I think I'm flying solo.
Now, THAT's literally.
PS. don't take my rant so seriously, I'm ups and downs like that & w/ PMS, u can figure out why ....
I was in Nagoya 3 days ago {06 Sept. 07} and we had to leave early
bc there was a typhoon coming to Nagoya area after that midnight - *-
So, instead of the standard departure time, we went to the airport bout an hour earlier...
..........
Can you imagine how bored i was?! I didn't want to leave Japan in the first place haha!
I was thinking about something not nice and I'm not saying it here but lets just say I really didn't want to go.
Bc it was a much much better visit than my last time about a month ago
That 1st time I wasn't impressed w/ Ngo at all. It was the hottest day in Japan - 40 degree!!
It was like the usual Dubai, seriously.
But this time - this time it was so very different and yes, I'd love to do Ngo flight again!!
There was one thing in particular that had me smiling from the start - -
It was that I got the same room I stayed in last time I was there!!??
I don't think it's coincidence!! I really think it's Fate.
Oh God. Am I sounded like a spiritual person much??
Well, this time I seriously believe in Fate and all of that cosmic stuff like it's telling me somthing ^^
This post has just turned into a rambling fan girl entry and I'm not even ashamed hehe...
The other thing was that there were couple of guys, errr, checking me out!
O~o hahaha++
I don't know if they were thinking I was a freak or not?!!
But I was trying to be positive so I'd say they were checking me out.
I'm not being self-absorbed here coz they were so obvious - I was surprised myself.
I mean they were too obvious not to notice, one of them was really funny!
And I'm telling u, it's quite an ego boost for me, who's head over heels for Arashi,
to be "checked out" by Japanese guys.
It was such a compliment - keeping on the bright side that they didn't think I was weird >.<
and I was on cloud nine
and it was all breezy and showery (??)
and even the same dish @ Kune ramen was load tastier
and the view from my room was prettier than ever
and I was falling in love with Nagoya all over again in that one day
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and I didn't want to leave earlier than usual
and I would totally do Japan flights again & again
- no matter Nagoya or Osaka -
Coz I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE them!!
This might be a weird decision to start blogging on Vox, again, now.
I mean, I'm up over my head as it is as far as blogging goes. I have another blog (in my mother tongue) written especially for my family, my real family that is - but somehow people keeps coming & reading that.
I have NO problem with everyone reading it but now, it feels kind of like my 'responsibility' to blog there bc they're reading it, you know?
And I don't like that. At all.
I'm more than welcome if people enjoying what I wrote, I'm quite surprised but happy nonetheless.
But don't expect me to update that blog everyday or so coz like I said, it was created especially for my family to keep tabs of what's going on with me now that I'm working away from home.
Plus, another good reason I want to blog here is that I want to write in English!!
And I want to go on & on & on about every little things involving my dearest Arashi
But I can't do that over there (my other blog) 'coz it's not fun to "dream" in my own language *shrug* & no one really cares
Well, at least, I know someone cares about them here ^^
